Thursday, August 25, 2016

Helping a Refugee Family

Last night, our family, together with a few others from our church congregation, had the opportunity to go to the airport to pick up a refugee family arriving in the United States and to take them to their new home which we had set up for them.

As the refugee crisis facing the world has been in the spotlight recently, I have felt sympathetic to the plight of these individuals and families.  In recent months, the leaders of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints have made increased emphasis and encouragement to its members to help refugees in their communities.  With this encouragement giving us the extra push we needed to get involved, we contacted a local refugee agency to see how we could help, and one of the opportunities that was available was to prepare the home of an incoming refugee family and welcome them at the airport.

This project proved to be a lot of work: coordinating with the agency to get the training and information we needed, collecting donated furniture and home goods from the community and storing it all in our home for a week, renting a moving truck to haul it all down to the apartment, getting furniture (including two heavy couches) up to their second story apartment, putting together two sets of bunkbeds, among other things.  (Shout out to my wife for taking the lead and coordinating much of this project!)

And this project wasn't without its challenges: arriving to set up the apartment to find that the complex was not expecting our arrival and the apartment being trashed, the furniture we initially had lined up didn't all fit in the small, two-bedroom apartment, the family's flight was delayed three hours from a 7:00 pm arrival to a 10:00 pm arrival, among other things.

But, my goodness, was it all worth it!  

The family consists of a young mother and father from Congo, with four boys, ages 9, 7, 5, and 3.  (We also learned last night when we met them that the mother is also six-and-a-half months pregnant with their fifth child!)  The family has been living in Tanzania since they have fled their country.  I don't know the details of their specific story, but the Internet tells me that the Democratic Republic of Congo has faced many years of war, extreme violence, and human rights abuses.  They somehow made it from Tanzania to Ethiopia and then flew from Ethiopia to Dublin, Ireland, to Los Angeles to Texas.  They arrived with nothing more than the clothes on their backs and three bags that were approximately 18 inches by 18 inches by 18 inches each, if that.

When we arrived at their apartment, one from our welcome group who speaks French showed the father around the apartment, explaining and demonstrating its features.  Things that I so often take for granted.  Such as a stove.  A shower.  Blinds.  Door locks.  Lamps.

The rest of us who don't speak French or Swahili did our best to express our love and welcome.  One in our group had the forethought to bring a bag of fruit to the airport so they had something to eat right away.  Another couple picked up some other food and brought it to their apartment.  (Since it was late, we had to settle on McDonald's...umm... welcome to America?  The kids didn't quite seem to know what to think of chicken nuggets and french fries, as they dipped their french fries in their apple juice, but at least they loved the Pokemon toys that came in the Happy Meals!)  The kids in our welcome group connected the most easily, as kids often do.  One of my favorite images in my mind that I keep recalling is of a nine-year-old girl in our group inviting one of the refugee boys to stand on one of those luggage carts you can rent at the airport and taking him for a ride, with a huge smile spreading across the boy's face.  

Speaking of smiling, we non-French speakers mostly communicated by smiling.  As I buckled the 3-year-old into his new car seat, I called him by his name and smiled, and he gave me a huge smile back.  As I taught him how to give high five, his mother watched on and smiled.  I showed one of the boys how the reclining chair in their apartment worked, and he smiled.    

My absolute favorite moment of the night was when our four-year-old son retrieved a simple bulldozer toy he had taken from his own collection and presented it to one of the boys.  Our son pushed one of the buttons to make the bulldozer sounds and all four of the refugee boys quickly surrounded the toy with huge grins on their faces.  Our son slowly stepped back, watching on, and I could tell by the look on his face that he felt good inside.  I have relived this moment in my mind several times today, and I get overwhelmed with emotion every time.  

As we drove home, we talked to our son about how grateful they seemed to have that toy.  I asked him how he felt when he gave the toy, and he said, "Good."  I told him that this feeling was the Holy Ghost telling him that Heavenly Father was glad he gave that toy to those boys and that Heavenly Father was happy that we helped that family.

The family was extremely grateful.  I don't speak French, but I heard the word merci over and over and over again.

Not that we wouldn't have done all this for any family of any religious background, but I was also impressed with the father's unabashed declaration of his faith in Jesus Christ.  He said very little in English, but of the little he did say, he told us, "We love Jesus.  We read the Bible.  We pray as a family."   

I am grateful we had this opportunity and the blessing it has been to our family.  I'm hopeful that this experience will remain with our son, that he will remember this view into the lives of a family who are so grateful for the basic necessities of life.  

I'm grateful to be a part of a church that encourages its members to serve others in meaningful ways.  

I pray for this family as they face new challenges of adjusting to life in America, learning English and an entirely new way of life.  There will be opportunities for us to continue to be involved in their lives as they do so, and I look forward to continuing to serve this family and others like them.   
 

Saturday, August 6, 2016

Laundry, Basketball, Runny Noses, and the Spirit of Elijah

Could folding laundry be a manifestation of the Spirit of Elijah?  What about playing ball with a child?  Wiping a runny nose of a toddler?  Stick with me to the end of this post, and I’ll try to explain why I think the answer to these questions is “yes.”  

I have had a convergence of various thoughts over the last couple of weeks that I hope make sense as I attempt now to convey them.  The common denominator of these thoughts is what members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints refer to as the Spirit of Elijah.  I touched on this very briefly a couple of blog posts ago, but the Spirit of Elijah refers to the concept found in Malachi 4:5-6:

Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the coming of the great and dreadful day of the Lord: And he shall turn the heart of the fathers to the children, and the heart of the children to their fathers, lest I come and smite the earth with a curse.

Latter-day Saints believe that this scripture was fulfilled in 1836, when Elijah appeared to Joseph Smith and Oliver Cowdery in the Latter-day Saint temple in Kirtland, Ohio and bestowed the keys (divine authority) to seal and to perform proxy ordinances for those who have died (see Doctrine and Covenants 110:13-16).  It is through this authority that families are sealed together so that marital and parental bonds may continue after this life.  It is also through this authority that worthy members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints can be baptized for those who have died without receiving the essential ordinance of baptism, so that those who did not have the opportunity to receive baptism in this life may choose to receive it prior to the final judgment (John 3:5 explains that this is necessary in order to enter into the kingdom of God).  Members of the Church may also be sealed on behalf of the dead so that the families of the deceased can continue into the eternities if they choose to accept that sealing.

This work of performing ordinances on behalf of the dead is the main reason why the Church invests significant resources into genealogy and family history research.  Members of the Church are encouraged to research their genealogy and family history.   Elder David A. Bednar of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles recently made some significant promises to the youth of the Church:  

I invite the young people of the Church to learn about and experience the Spirit of Elijah. I encourage you to study, to search out your ancestors, and to prepare yourselves to perform proxy baptisms in the house of the Lord for your kindred dead…

As you respond in faith to this invitation, your hearts shall turn to the fathers.... Your love and gratitude for your ancestors will increase. Your testimony of and conversion to the Savior will become deep and abiding. And I promise you will be protected against the intensifying influence of the adversary. As you participate in and love this holy work, you will be safeguarded in your youth and throughout your lives.[i]

Thus, as individuals seek out their ancestors, the hearts of the children are turned to their fathers, and both the ancestors (the “fathers”) and the descendants (the “children”) are blessed.

Very recently, I have been bitten with a dose of the Spirit of Elijah and have discovered within me an increased enthusiasm for working on researching my family history and genealogy.  Much of the work for my own family has already been compiled by my parents, grandparents, aunts, uncles, and others.  But a lot of the work that remains to be done is to attach sources (i.e., censuses, marriage certificates, death certificates, etc.) to substantiate the information that is already compiled in my family tree.  And, occasionally, I am finding individuals for whom temple work still needs to be completed, and I have been able to take those names to the temple so that my wife and I can be baptized, confirmed, endowed, and/or sealed in behalf of those individuals.  

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So, thus far I have been talking about the Spirit of Elijah in the traditional way members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints tend to think and talk about the Spirit of Elijah.  And I think this is the principal way in which the Spirit of Elijah is to be understood.  However, thus far, most of what I have been talking about is the hearts of the “children” being turned to the “fathers.”  But what about the other part of Malachi 4:5-6?  That Elijah would turn the heart of the fathers to the children?  I think this does happen in temple work, as spirits on the other side of death (the Spirit World or the other side of the veil, as we often refer to it within the Church) reach out to living individuals to inspire them to find the names of the deceased and perform proxy ordinances on their behalf.  President Russell M. Nelson of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles, a heart surgeon prior to his calling as an Apostle, recently shared an experience in General Conference in which he was awakened by two girls from the other side of the veil, former patients of his, who pleaded with him: “Brother Nelson, we are not sealed to anyone! Can you help us?”[ii]  I have also felt this pull over the last few weeks from a particular family that I found within my own family tree whose members have not yet received all the ordinances of the gospel.  

So, I do believe that the hearts turning from the fathers to the children is found within the traditional sense of the Spirit of Elijah, of seeking out our genealogies and family histories and performing proxy ordinances in the temple.  However, this last week, my eyes were opened to a broader understanding of the Spirit of Elijah.  Two trains of thought brought me to this realization.  

First, I rediscovered and have been thinking about my great-great grandfather, William Cresfield Moody.  He fought under Sam Houston in the Texas fight for independence from Mexico.  When Texas gained its independence, William was granted more than 4,500 acres in Texas for his military service.  However, when missionaries from the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints taught him the restored gospel, he joined a company of Mormon pioneers and went to Utah to join the Latter-day Saints there, giving up all the land he had been given in Texas.  He served several missions after his arrival in Utah, and helped settle the St. George, Utah area.  I admire him for the faith he exercised and the sacrifices he made to give up his life and land in Texas and go to the unknown Utah Territory.    

Second, I recently came across a General Conference talk from October 2004 by Elaine S. Dalton, in which she talks about the sacrifices that the Mormon pioneers made:

A little over a year ago, my husband and I visited Nauvoo. As we walked through the Old Pioneer Cemetery searching for the grave of an ancestor, Zina Baker Huntington, I was touched by the peaceful solitude and spirit I felt. I walked through the trees and read the names on the gravestones, many of them children and families. I wept as my heart was turned to our forefathers, many of whom had joined the Church and come to Nauvoo. In my mind I asked many questions: Why did they leave their comfortable homes and families? Why did they suffer persecution, sickness, even death? Why did they sacrifice all that they had to come to this place and build a temple? They hardly had shelter, and yet they were building a temple! Why did they do it? And when the temple was nearly completed, how could they leave it behind? As I sat silently contemplating this scene, the answer came forcefully yet softly to my mind and heart: “We did this for you.”

Those words, “We did this for you,” reminded me that our ancestors, along with many other faithful Saints, sacrificed everything because of their testimonies and faith in Jesus Christ. They knew that the gospel had been restored to the earth once more and that they were led by a prophet of God. They knew that the Book of Mormon was true and understood its message and witness. They knew that through the restoration of priesthood keys, families could be sealed together for eternity through holy priesthood ordinances available only in a temple. They knew that temple work was the key to the salvation and exaltation of the human family. They knew the importance of this work, and they were willing to give all that they had in order to provide a house acceptable to the Lord wherein this holy work could be performed. They sacrificed everything so that past and future generations would have access to the eternal blessings of the temple.[iii]

So, as I reflected on the sacrifices of William Cresfield Moody, the pioneers who built the Nauvoo temple, and the many other ancestors and pioneers who have gone before, I hear the echo, “We did this for you.”  And I put myself in their shoes.  Yes, it makes sense.  Just as I am strongly motivated on a day-to-day basis for my son and the other children I hope to someday have, my ancestors and the pioneers were strongly motivated by the thoughts of their own offspring.  They knew the gospel was true and hoped to instill their faith into their children.  

And then, as I continued to ponder, I thought about all the daily activities we do to try to strengthen our homes, families, marriages, and children.  

Modern prophets and apostles have proclaimed in The Family Proclamation: “Husband and wife have a solemn responsibility to love and care for each other and for their children.… Parents have a sacred duty to rear their children in love and righteousness, to provide for their physical and spiritual needs, and to teach them to love and serve one another, observe the commandments of God, and be law-abiding citizens wherever they live. . . . Successful marriages and families are established and maintained on principles of faith, prayer, repentance, forgiveness, respect, love, compassion, work, and wholesome recreational activities.”  

And then the thought occurred to me: Anything we do to strengthen homes, families, marriages, and children entails us turning our hearts to our children.  And these activities, though not akin to abandoning everything we have to cross the plains, do involve daily sacrifices!  

Family prayer.  Family home evening.  Scripture study.  Church attendance.  Even when – perhaps especially when – we don’t get anything out of these activities because our children are disruptive or distracted.  

And I don’t think this applies only to spiritual activities, since spiritual activities aren’t the only activities we do with our hearts turned toward our children.  There are many temporal things we do to strengthen homes, families, marriages, and children.  Furthermore, The Family Proclamation makes it clear that the temporal activities we do to strengthen homes and families are divinely appointed (Parents have a sacred duty to ... provide for their [childrens] physical ... needs.”)

With these thoughts, I personally concluded that raising children and all that entails is all wrapped up and part of the Spirit of Elijah.  From the most mundane tasks – like folding laundry, changing diapers, washing dishes, playing the same game with your child for the tenth time in a row, working outside the home to provide for the family’s needs – to the more significant moments in a child’s life.  In my opinion and in my broadened view of the Spirit of Elijah, each of these activities fits in neatly with God’s work and plan.  These activities are part of a comprehensive view of the Spirit of Elijah because they strengthen the very familial bonds that are sealed together in temples with the keys Elijah restored.  So, next time you feel burdened by the daily grind of raising children, just remember: you’re doing God’s work.  

I don’t want to discount the importance of family history and temple work, and I think members of the Church should participate in that work as frequently as circumstances allow.  But isn’t it interesting that our “circumstances” tend to allow for temple attendance much less frequently in our child-rearing years?  Does it make sense that the Spirit of Elijah is manifest in parents’ lives in other ways during this period of life?  Again, I don’t make this connection to be used as an excuse not to strive to attend the temple.  But I do think that, in some ways, planning family meals and grinding out a 9:00-5:00 job are as important, in their own right, as participating in family history and temple work.  

What do you think?  Am I off base?  Or do you agree with me that even the most mundane tasks of parenthood can be considered part of the Spirit of Elijah?




[i] “The Hearts of the Children Shall Turn,” by David A. Bednar, October 2011 General Conference of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, available at https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2011/10/the-hearts-of-the-children-shall-turn?lang=eng&_r=1.
[ii] “The Price of Priesthood Power,” by Russell M. Nelson, April 2016 General Conference of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, available at https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2016/04/the-price-of-priesthood-power?lang=eng.
[iii] “We Did This for You,” by Elaine S. Dalton, October 2004 General Conference of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, available at https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2004/10/we-did-this-for-you?lang=eng.

Saturday, April 9, 2016

"Joseph Smith – Advanced Topics"


This post is the second in a series about Joseph Smith and the restored gospel of Jesus Christ.  If you have not already read my first post, please read it here.  

My hope and prayer for my last post and this post is twofold: (1) for those who are unfamiliar with the origin story of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, that they will desire to learn more and accept the invitation to do so and (2) for those who are members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, that their testimonies of the prophetic calling of Joseph Smith and the restoration of the gospel of Jesus Christ will be shored up and fortified – in particular for those who, in light of recent publicity and scrutiny over some of the less talked about facets of Joseph Smith’s history, may be struggling with their testimony of the prophetic calling of Joseph Smith.

In my first post, I primarily tackled my first objective, in which I provided a basic summary of Joseph Smith’s history and the message of the restored Church and gospel of Jesus Christ.  I referred to this basic summary as “Joseph Smith 101.”
  
And now I turn to my second objective.  This post is very long (you have been warned!), but I am hopeful that it will be helpful to someone.  

Joseph Smith – Advanced Topics

There is, of course, much more to Joseph Smith’s history than what I described in “Joseph Smith 101.”  Each of the bulletpoints in that post could have their own blog post (or in some cases, several blog posts).  In addition, there is much more to Joseph Smith’s history that is tangential to the basic message of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.  Some of this “tangential” material, as I’ll call it here, is faith promoting and supports the assertion that Joseph Smith was a prophet of God, much of the tangential material is benign, and some of this tangential material is difficult for even faithful members of the Church to understand and is often pointed to as evidence that Joseph Smith was not a prophet.  I’ll refer to this latter category as the “Advanced Topics.”  For one reason or another,[i] these Advanced Topics have received increased attention in recent years.  As part of this development, the Church has been more open about these details than they have in the more recent past[ii] and have published several essays on their website addressing some of these topics.  Some of the Advanced Topics include the details surrounding Joseph Smith’s polygamy, some of the details surrounding the exact process of Joseph Smith’s translation of the Book of Mormon, the translation of the Book of Abraham, the various accounts of Joseph Smiths First Vision, Joseph Smith’s financial leadership, and Joseph Smith’s experiences as a youth in treasure hunting, among others.

It is not my intent to discuss at length each of the Advanced Topics.  As I will discuss in more detail below, I personally believe that these Advanced Topics do not invalidate the claims I discussed in “Joseph Smith 101,” and I am willing to civilly discuss any of the specific topics with anyone who would like to know how I personally reconcile a particular Advanced Topic with my faith.[iii]  But for this post, I want to discuss the Advanced Topics more generally and share some of my own personal story and some of the principles that have helped me to arrive at the point of acknowledging and accepting some of the stickier points in the Advanced Topics while maintaining my belief that Joseph Smith was a prophet of God who did everything described in “Joseph Smith 101.”

My Story

Because of success with the promise in the Book of Mormon described in “Joseph Smith 101,” (i.e., Moroni’s promise in Moroni 10:4-5) it is not uncommon to hear members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints proclaim: “I know the Book of Mormon is true.”  “I know Joseph Smith was a true prophet.”  Or “I know the Church is true.”  Having initially received a witness from the Holy Ghost as a teenager that these things are true, I have said these very things many times during my life, especially when I served as a missionary among the Spanish-speaking people in New Jersey.  

However, there was an extended stretch of time in recent years (off and on for about nine years) when I had reservations about Joseph Smith.  In Church settings when I shared my testimony during this time, I would often leave out any mention of Joseph Smith.  I had questions and some uneasiness regarding some of Joseph Smith’s history, particularly regarding details surrounding Joseph Smith’s implementation of the practice of polygamy.  I went through a couple of very brief stretches in my journey where I thought it was more likely than not that Joseph Smith was not a true prophet of God.  But I kept hanging on to my faith, and as I continued time and time again to apply the “five anchoring” principles I discussed in an earlier post, my faith was renewed, restored, and strengthened.  I don’t want to re-hash my earlier post, but I cannot emphasize enough the importance of those principles as critical pieces of my journey through my faith crisis.  If you are in a similar position as I was during this time, please read and consider my earlier post and the principles I outline in that post.

General Thoughts About the Advanced Topics

I know some skeptics will disagree or roll their eyes (or worse) at the thoughts I express in this post, but, as I discuss in more detail below, I recalled several experiences I had with the Holy Spirit with respect to “Joseph Smith 101,” that I concluded that even as I practiced critical thinking on these Advanced Topics, I had to view these issues from the point of view of faith and err on the side of faith and hope.  (Thus, the “Remember” anchor described in my “Five Anchors of Faith” post was crucial to my journey.)  

With that in mind, in addition to the general principles I discussed in my Five Anchors of Faith post, here are some other ideas I have formulated, specifically as they apply to the Advanced Topics of Joseph Smith’s history:

  1. Our view of the history is limited.  All historians use primary and secondary sources to piece together an interpretation of the past, and they can only use the sources that are available to them.  But there are often holes in the narrative.  As Elder Neil L. Andersen of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles recently said, “In a future day, you will have 100 times more information [about Joseph Smith] than from all of today’s search engines combined, and it will come from our all-knowing Father in Heaven.”[iv]
  1. Secondary sources are biased.  When Joseph Smith was visited by the angel Moroni, Moroni told him that his name “should be had for good and evil among all nations, kindreds, and tongues, or that it should be both good and evil spoken of among all people.”  (See Joseph Smith-History 1:33.)  Because “Joseph Smith 101” can be polarizing, very rarely is Joseph Smith’s history told objectively.[v]  So, when I was struggling with the topic of Joseph Smith’s polygamy, I determined that I would not make any drastic move in my faith (i.e., leave the Church) in response to Joseph Smith’s polygamy unless (1) I was giving equal time to the Lord, as I discussed in my “Five Anchors of Faith” post and (2) I looked at the primary sources myself.  Having somewhat of a history background (History was my major in undergrad), I wasn’t going to leave something this important up to someone else’s interpretation of the historical record.[vi]
  1. Is it possible that some of the sources are unreliable?  I’m a little hesitant to include this point because it’s admittedly speculative.  But I do think it’s worth mentioning.  So, I’ll put an asterisk next to this one because it is really impossible to tell, and we ultimately have to take the historical record as we find it.  However, because of what Moroni said about Joseph Smith, that his name “should be had for good and evil among all nations” (Joseph Smith-History 1:33), I sometimes wonder in the back of my mind if some of the historical evidence (though certainly not all of the evidence) that paints Joseph Smith in a negative light is due to tampering with the historical record over time.  This is not unprecedented (see, for example, Mark Hoffman).  And there is the possibility that Mark Hoffman and Mark Hoffman-like figures (perhaps even some of Joseph Smith’s contemporaries?) still have their tampering fingerprints on the historical record.  I haven’t looked at this in depth to pinpoint any particular sources that I would hypothesize are tampered evidence, but as I said, I have kept it in the back of my mind as I have contemplated the Advanced Topics.  In 2014, Elder Neil L. Anderson referenced in General Conference some people who left the Church over a Mark Hoffman document: “Years ago I read a Time magazine article that reported the discovery of a letter, supposedly written by Martin Harris, that conflicted with Joseph Smith’s account of finding the Book of Mormon plates.  A few members left the Church because of the document.  Sadly, they left too quickly. Months later experts discovered (and the forger confessed) that the letter was a complete deception.[vii]
  1. Be aware of modern-day prejudices.  Might I suggest that as we consider Joseph Smith’s history, that we be self-aware enough to acknowledge when we’re projecting today’s culture onto 19th century frontier culture?  For example, it might sound weird for us to think of a treasure-hunting youth who gains inspiration in his revelations through the use of a seer stone, but that would not sound as strange in early 19th century frontier life as it does today.   (Nor, might I add, is it evidence against “Joseph Smith 101.”)  Joseph Smith was to a certain extent a product of the culture in which he lived.  And Heavenly Father speaks to His children – including prophets like Joseph Smith – even with our limitations, including our personal and cultural idiosyncrasies.[viii]  
  1. Joseph Smith was mortal and subject to imperfection and error.  Joseph Smith was very young, emotional, and energetic, which gave him unique advantages as a leader.  But these same qualities also meant he was inexperienced and perhaps in some cases, brash and reckless.  In every facet of his life, in each of his roles – husband, father, leader, politician – he was susceptible to imperfections.  Joseph Smith himself said, “I never told you I was perfect; but there is no error in the revelations which I have taught.”[ix]  Joseph Smith’s own revelations often included reprimands from God to Joseph Smith.  See, for example, Doctrine and Covenants 5:21: “And now I command you, my servant Joseph, to repent and walk more uprightly before me, and to yield to the persuasions of men no more.”  (See also Doctrine and Covenants 3:664:790:193:47.)

    And even though leaders of the Church haven’t always spoken in detail about the Advanced Topics, they have discussed Joseph Smith’s imperfect nature.  In addition to more recent mentions by Church leaders about Joseph Smith’s imperfections (in light, I suppose, of increased focus on the Advanced Topics), here are just a few examples I have found in my recent studies of General Conference talks from the 1980s and 1990s:[x]
·    In 1981, James E. Faust said: “As I submit to you my testimony of Joseph Smith, I acknowledge his humanness along with his great spiritual powers. He did not claim to be divine, nor a perfect man. He claimed only to be a mortal man with human feelings and imperfections, trying honestly to fulfill the divine mission given to him. He so describes himself in recorded counsel given to some of the members of the Church who had just arrived in Nauvoo on October 29, 1842. Said the Prophet, I told them I was but a man, and they must not expect me to be perfect; if they expected perfection from me, I should expect it from them; but if they would bear with my infirmities and the infirmities of the brethren, I would likewise bear with their infirmities. (History of the Church, 5:181.)”[xi]

·    In 1983, Neal A. Maxwell said in General Conference: “Was Joseph imperfect like other prophets? Of course! Surely, Joseph could identify with these words of an ancient prophet, which he translated: Condemn me not because of mine imperfection, neither my father, because of his imperfection, … but rather give thanks unto God that he hath made manifest unto you our imperfections, that ye may learn to be more wise than we have been. (Mormon 9:31; see also Doctrine and Covenants 67:5.)”[xii]

·    In 1996, Dallin H. Oaks said in General Conference: “The man I came to know in [my extensive studies of Joseph Smith] was not the man I had imagined. When I was a boy, growing up in the Church, I imagined the Prophet Joseph to be old and dignified and distant. But the Joseph Smith I met in my reading and personal research was a man of the frontier—young, emotional, dynamic, and so loved and approachable by his people that they often called him Brother Joseph. My studies strengthened my testimony of his prophetic calling. What a remarkable man! At the same time, I could see that he was mortal and therefore subject to sin and error, pain and affliction.”[xiii]

As Neal A. Maxwell alluded to in the quote above, Joseph Smith’s imperfect character is consistent with the models of prophets we read about in the scriptures.  Peter denied Christ just before Christ’s crucifixion (see Luke 22:54-62).  Abraham lied about Sarah being his sister (see Genesis 12:11-20) (whether or not this deception was a sin or was sanctioned by God is for another discussion).  Jonah disobeyed God when he was called to preach repentance to the people of Ninevah (see Jonah 1).  David, though not necessarily a prophet, was a man of God who miraculously protected his people by killing Goliath in his youth (see 1 Samuel 17), but he fell into adultery and murder as an adult (see 2 Samuel 11) (but note that David’s later sins did not mean he didnt perform the good works and miracles of his youth).[xiv]  

As a youth, I thought that everything that came out of a prophet’s mouth was to be literally understood and had to be true by virtue of the prophet being a prophet.  As my faith has matured, I have come to understand that while we should give deference to the words of the prophets, prophets are also subject to sin, error, and weakness.  As I have discussed in a previous postChurch leaders have long admitted that they are subject to mortal weaknesses and errors.  For example, in the October 2013 General Conference, President Dieter F. Uchtdorf taught:

And, to be perfectly frank, there have been times when members or leaders in the Church have simply made mistakes. There may have been things said or done that were not in harmony with our values, principles, or doctrine.

I suppose the Church would be perfect only if it were run by perfect beings. God is perfect, and His doctrine is pure. But He works through us—His imperfect children—and imperfect people make mistakes.

In the title page of the Book of Mormon we read, “And now, if there are faults they are the mistakes of men; wherefore, condemn not the things of God, that ye may be found spotless at the judgment-seat of Christ.”

This is the way it has always been and will be until the perfect day when Christ Himself reigns personally upon the earth.

It is unfortunate that some have stumbled because of mistakes made by men. But in spite of this, the eternal truth of the restored gospel found in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is not tarnished, diminished, or destroyed. [xv]  

I feel it is important to make a brief detour from the main topic to discuss the tension between the oft-repeated counsel to follow the prophet and the principle that prophets are subject to error.  What do we do, given the possibility of prophetic error in light of the mortality and imperfect nature of prophets and the consistent direction to “follow the prophet”?  Joseph Smith received a revelation in which the Lord called him as a “seer, a translator, a prophet, an apostle of Jesus Christ...” and then the Lord instructed: “Wherefore, meaning the church, thou shalt give heed unto all his words and commandments which he shall give unto you as he receiveth them...For his word ye shall receive, as if from mine own mouth, in all patience and faith.”  (See Doctrine and Covenants 21:1, 4-5.)  The “patience” part of this verse might suggest that leaders may be wrong in some things, but the Lord instructs that we are to be patient with the prophets even in their shortcomings, but still receive the revelations as if from the Lord’s mouth.  (I think that the possibility of human error in the prophetic process is also one of the reasons why it’s important for members of the Church to pray for our leaders.)  The instruction to receive prophets’ words in “faith” underscores to me the importance of keeping our eyes on Christ, even as we follow the instructions of Church leaders.  We know that when we speak of “faith” in the context of the gospel, it is always a reference to faith in Jesus Christ.  Christ’s Atonement can and will make up for any errors, weaknesses, or deficiencies in prophets, apostles, and other Church leaders.  In October 2015, Elder M. Russell Ballard said, “Too many people think Church leaders and members should be perfect or nearly perfect.  They forget that the Lord’s grace is sufficient to accomplish His work through mortals.  Our leaders have the best intentions, but sometimes we make mistakes.”[xvi]

While prophets are subject to error, I don't want to overstate this.  I do believe that Jesus Christ leads His prophets and apostles, and the prophets and apostles are more often than not leading through divine inspiration and revelation.  And I believe there are real blessings for following the prophet, even if we disagree with them or even if they ultimately prove to be wrong.[xvii]  If the people had followed Noah, they would have been protected from the flood.  And, more relevant to this blog post, the people at Haun
s Mill would have been protected from massacre if Jacob Haun had followed Joseph Smiths counsel to instruct the residents at Hauns Mill to leave.  Beyond physical protection, though, following the prophets provides spiritual blessings and protection.  I have found that this principle of following the prophet while acknowledging their human weaknesses requires me to be humble to recognize that I may be wrong in my assessment of prophets’ instruction and direction.  And humility is a key characteristic we are to learn here in mortality to become more like our Heavenly Father.  

Ok, returning now from that detour discussion of the mortality of prophets generally to my more pointed discussion of Joseph Smith’s mortality.

So, at some point in my development, I came to understand and believe that there are some things Joseph Smith and other prophets said and did which were not part of their prophetic calling.  But for some occurrences, it is difficult to know, even in hindsight, whether they are divinely appointed directions from God or if they are attributable to Joseph’s mortal weaknesses.  For these sorts of things which have no immediate answer, I can usually see simultaneously three alternative narratives, and I strive to exercise patience and faith to wait until some future time to know which narrative is the correct one.  The three narratives are as follows: (1) a narrative in which a particular occurrence was divinely appointed (this narrative usually requires me to exercise humility to accept that I don’t understand everything, that God’s ways are not my ways (see Isaiah 55:8-9)), (2) an alternate narrative in which the occurrence can be chalked up to Joseph Smith’s well-intentioned mortality, and (3) another alternative, which is a combination of the first two, in which a particular occurrence is divinely appointed, but some of the details are “tainted” by mortal imperfections or the culture of the day.  In any of the three alternatives as applied to the Advanced Topics, these occurrences do not invalidate the claims of “Joseph Smith 101,” even though Satan and others would assert otherwise.  

Just because Joseph Smith was subject to human weakness and learned line upon line, precept upon precept (see Isaiah 28:102 Nephi 28:30Doctrine and Covenants 98:12) does not mean that the logical conclusion must be “everything Joseph Smith did was unprophetic.”
  1. Don’t lose sight of “Joseph Smith 101.  I have seen some criticism of the Church for a so-called glossing over of unsavory facts in the Advanced Topics.  To some extent, this criticism may be merited.  But!  The Church emphasizes “Joseph Smith 101” because it is the part of the history that matters.  As noted above, there is a lot of Joseph Smith’s history that is benign and even a great deal of “good” facts that we don’t often talk about in the Church on a regular basis because they are not central to the message of the restored gospel of Jesus Christ like the points in “Joseph Smith 101” are.   I’m not suggesting that we should ignore the Advanced Topics.  The reality is that I personally think it is important for members of the Church to understand our full history.  And I think there are a lot of lessons to be learned in the Advanced Topics.[xviii]  However, because of my own experience, my suggestion – my plea, really – is that if/when you approach the Advanced Topics, you do so with an eye of faith.  Counterbalance your study of the Advanced Topics with a continued, consistent study of the Atonement of Jesus Christ, the Plan of Salvation, and the other basic doctrines of the gospel of Jesus Christ because the Advanced Topics can become consuming.  Furthermore, as I focused on the pure doctrine of the Atonement of Jesus Christ, even during my period of doubts, the Spirit was able to testify to me of those pure truths, and in the periphery of my mind was the acknowledgement that most of what I know and understand about God, Jesus Christ, the Atonement, and the Plan of Salvation were, either directly or indirectly, fruits from Joseph Smith.
My Story (Continued)

In a recent regional conference I attended, the visiting general authority was discussing the topic of doubts and noted that some people attempt to try to learn truth through the process of elimination, like a game of Clue.  But this doesn’t work because there are limitless claims and doubts!  After you resolve one, another one takes its place.  (In other words, I later thought, we would be “ever learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth” (see 2 Timothy 3:7).)  The visiting general authority noted that there are answers to all doubts and questions that might arise, but you could track them all down only to find another doubt to take its place.  Ultimately, he said, you can’t prove truth by disproving all negative claims.  There has to be positive proof!  And that proof comes with respect to spiritual things, through the witness of the Holy Ghost.[xix]  

And, ultimately, those witnesses from the Holy Ghost that I have experienced with respect to “Joseph Smith 101” are what I hung on to as I waded through Advanced Topics.  At one point during my journey through the shadows of doubt, I was serving as a primary teacher in my local ward, and one of the lessons was about Joseph Smith.  My co-teacher challenged the nine year olds we were teaching to pray at some time over the next week to ask Heavenly Father if Joseph Smith was a prophet of God.  Because of my reservations at the time with respect to Joseph Smith, I decided to take the challenge as well.  I prayed, again, as I had before, and asked Heavenly Father if Joseph Smith was a prophet of God.  I didn’t receive a direct answer at that time.  The distinct impression I received at that time was that I needed to go to the temple that week, which I did.  During that trip to the temple, I did not receive a witness of Joseph Smith specifically, but I did feel the Spirit strongly, enough to keep me going forward.  Fast forward more than two years later.  I was listening to a lesson during Elders Quorum meeting when the instructor, a well-educated man who, it was evident, was aware of and had considered the Advanced Topics, testified about Joseph Smith and his prophetic calling.  I felt the Spirit witness to me again that Joseph Smith was a prophet of God, in spite of anything contained in the Advanced Topics.  

I felt that specific witness of Joseph Smith’s calling as a prophet of God again during the October 2015 General Conference when the Spirit whispered to me again, perhaps even more clearly, that Joseph Smith was a prophet of God.  And as I have continued in that light I received, I have remembered more and more experiences I have had over my lifetime.[xx]  

As I have continued in my faith, I can remember now many other experiences with the Spirit witnessing to me of Joseph Smith’s prophetic calling, which I had largely forgotten in the middle of my faith crisis.

I remember now that I felt the witness from the Spirit of Joseph Smith’s prophetic calling hundreds of times as a missionary when I shared the account of Joseph Smith’s first vision.  

I have felt it hundreds more times as I have read and studied the Book of Mormon.  

I have felt witnesses of Joseph Smith’s calling when I worked as a youth counselor in the Especially For Youth program during college.  

I have felt the Spirit as I have engaged in temple work, a work restored by Joseph Smith.  

I have felt the Spirit overwhelmingly listening to Joseph Smith’s successors every six months at General Conference.  

I feel the Spirit nearly every Sunday as I partake of the sacrament, administered under the priesthood authority restored by heavenly messengers to Joseph Smith.  

I feel the Spirit as I consider “Joseph Smith 101” and the logic it adds to the Christian narrative.  

I feel the Spirit as I contemplate the Plan of Salvation and the Atonement of Jesus Christ, both of which have been significantly clarified by Joseph Smith.  

I have had countless experiences with the Spirit as it relates to Joseph Smith, the Church that Jesus Christ restored through him, and other fruits related thereto.  

Thus, ultimately, I personally cannot deny that I have had experiences with Heavenly Father and the Holy Ghost to witness to me that Joseph Smith was a prophet of God.  

And so, based upon my own personal experiences, I conclude that I must continue to join the millions of voices of missionaries and Latter-day Saints worldwide who declare without equivocation, reservation, or qualification: Joseph Smith was a prophet of God!

Brother Joseph, by David Lindsley
(Used with permission)

If you are like I was and struggling in your testimony of “Joseph Smith 101,” my own experience compels me to encourage you to hang on to your faith.  Please consider and apply the principles I discussed in my “Five Anchors of Faith” post and in this post.  There were several points in my journey where I thought I would always have reservations and doubts about my faith.  But I am an example of someone that has experienced light at the end of the tunnel of doubt.  If you would like to further discuss my journey with me, feel free to reach out to me in the comments below or at aconversationaboutfaith@gmail.com.


[i] Possible reasons for increased and widespread scrutiny of Joseph Smith include the advent of the Internet and social media (resulting in an interest in increased transparency), the Church’s own Joseph Smith Papers Project, and a more objective approach to the history by devout Latter-day Saint scholars, best illustrated by Richard Bushman’s Joseph Smith: Rough Stone Rolling
[ii] In a book I recently read, Matthew Bowman’s The Mormon People: The Making of an American Faith, I learned that early Church historians, such as B.H. Roberts, were very open about all of the Church’s history, but during a later period, the Church went through a period of time when the tangential topics were deemphasized by Church historians and the history became more “devotional,” as Bowman describes it, and less holistic.  As a result, some view the Church as glossing over some of these tangential topics.
[iii] There are many who have defended Joseph Smith and explained these topics from the point of view of faith.  See, for example, FairMormon, an organization dedicated to “providing well-documented answers to criticisms of LDS doctrine, belief, and practice.”
[iv] “Faith Is Not by Chance, but by Choice,” by Elder Neil L. Andersen, available at https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2015/10/faith-is-not-by-chance-but-by-choice?lang=eng.
[v] Yes, this admittedly cuts both ways, as the Church’s narrative is usually not objective either.
[vi] I found Brian Hales’ Joseph Smith's Polygamy website to be most helpful in this search.  This website evaluates and draws conclusions on the primary sources, so it is not entirely objective, but this website discusses the primary sources in-depth and includes the primary sources for the reader to analyze.  It is the most comprehensive website I could find that tackled the hard questions about Joseph Smith’s polygamy with an in-depth look at the primary sources.  Although I think he is at times a bit overreaching in his conclusions, he does demonstrate through an analysis of the primary sources that others are overreaching in their conclusions: while there is evidence that some of his polygamous marriages had some degree of sexuality, the primary sources do not contain evidence that marriages with young women and with women married to other men were sexual in nature.  Polygamy was much more complicated than the caricature some paint of a sex-driven Joseph Smith wielding power over his followers to satisfy his own lustful urges.
[vii]  “Joseph Smith,” by Elder Neil L. Andersen, available at https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2014/10/joseph-smith?cid=HPMO102014498&lang=eng.
[viii] See, for example, Doctrine and Covenants 1:24, in which the Lord explains that the revelations included in the Doctrine and Covenants, most of which were given to Joseph Smith “were given unto my servants in their weakness, after the manner of their language….”
[ix] See footnote 19 of “Faith Is Not by Chance, But by Choice,” by Neil L. Anderson, available at https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2015/10/faith-is-not-by-chance-but-by-choice?lang=eng.
[x] There are a number of others I could cite that speak of the shortcomings of Church leaders generally.  See, for example, Gordon B. Hinckley in the October 1983 General Conference: “We recognize that our forebears were human. They doubtless made mistakes. … But the mistakes were minor, when compared with the marvelous work which they accomplished. To highlight the mistakes and gloss over the greater good is to draw a caricature. Caricatures are amusing, but they are often ugly and dishonest. A man may have a blemish on his cheek and still have a face of beauty and strength, but if the blemish is emphasized unduly in relation to his other features, the portrait is lacking in integrity.”  (“Be Not Deceived,” by Gordon B. Hinckley, available at https://www.lds.org/general-conference/1983/10/be-not-deceived?lang=eng.)
[xi]  “The Expanding Inheritance from Joseph Smith,” by James E. Faust, available at https://www.lds.org/general-conference/1981/10/the-expanding-inheritance-from-joseph-smith?lang=eng.
[xii] “Joseph, the Seer,” by Neal A. Maxwell, available at https://www.lds.org/general-conference/1983/10/joseph-the-seer?lang=eng.
[xiii] “Joseph, the Man and the Prophet,” by Dallin H. Oaks, available at https://www.lds.org/general-conference/1996/04/joseph-the-man-and-the-prophet?lang=eng.
[xiv] To the extent one might argue that Joseph Smith is more flawed than any of the prophets in the Bible, I would respond that Joseph Smith’s imperfections are more evident and accessible than Biblical prophets because he is so much closer in time to us, the historical record is more complete than for ancient prophets, and, therefore, we are more aware of his flaws than we are of most ancient figures we read about in the Bible.
[xv] “Come, Join with Us,” by Dieter F. Uchtdorf, available at https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2013/10/come-join-with-us?lang=eng.
[xvi] To see one example of me attempting to apply this principle in action, see my raw thoughts just after the Church recently changed its policy with respect to children of homosexual couples here.
[xvii] “God Is at the Helm,” by M. Russell Ballard, available at https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2015/10/god-is-at-the-helm?lang=eng. 
[xviii] But I don’t think that means we have to go out of our way to talk about the Advanced Topics in every discussion about Joseph Smith.  And I do think that (1) the majority of our time is best spent on the gospel of Jesus Christ and the elements of “Joseph Smith 101” and (2) there is wisdom in the “milk before meat” principle (see 1 Corinthians 3:1-2).
[xix] This last week at General Conference, Elder Dallin H. Oaks, when discussing Joseph Smith said, “[T]here are many things in our early Church history, such as what Joseph Smith did or did not do in every circumstance, that some use as a basis for opposition.  To all I say, exercise faith and put reliance on the Savior’s teaching that we should “know them by their fruits” (Matthew 7:16).  The Church is making great efforts to be transparent with the records we have, but after all we can publish, our members are sometimes left with basic questions that cannot be resolved by study. . . . Some things can be learned only by faith. . . . Our ultimate reliance must be on faith in the witness we have received from the Holy Ghost.”  (“Opposition in All Things,” by Dallin H. Oaks, available at https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2016/04/opposition-in-all-things?lang=eng.)
[xx] See the section titled “Remember” in my “Five Anchors of Faith” post.  Satan tries to make us forget experiences we have had with the Spirit, but the Spirit can bring those experiences to our remembrance as we exercise faith.  (See for example, Susan L. Warner, from the April 1996 General Conference: “Satan wants us to be slow to remember what we have received and heard. He wants us to minimize and even forget the quiet witnesses of the Spirit....” (“Remember How Thou Hast Received and Heard,” by Susan L. Warner, available at https://www.lds.org/general-conference/1996/04/remember-how-thou-hast-received-and-heard?lang=eng).)  One of the key roles of the Spirit is to help us remember (see John 14:26 and my discussion about the same in an earlier post about the Holy Ghost).