Sunday, November 4, 2018

Gathering



We believe in the literal gathering of Israel and in the restoration of the Ten Tribes; that Zion (the New Jerusalem) will be built upon the American continent; that Christ will reign personally upon the earth; and, that the earth will be renewed and receive its paradisiacal glory.




For the last year-and-a-half or so, I have been (very slowly) working on a project to take a closer look at the teachings of Jesus Christ.  Instead of rushing over verses, I am stopping at each verse and attempting to better understand what Christ taught.  I recently finished Matthew 23.  (Like I said, I’m moving very slowly – that’s what happens when you have a baby at home!)  Matthew 23 is a chapter full of Christ’s rebukes against the Scribes and Pharisees for their hypocrisy and a whole host of other wrongdoings.  In the next chapter in Matthew 24, Christ foretold the destruction to fall upon Jerusalem after Christ’s death and the signs, destructions, and tragedies to come upon the world prior to Christ’s Second Coming.  At the end of Matthew 23, immediately after Christ condemned the Scribes and Pharisees for rejecting the prophets and immediately prior to foretelling the coming destruction, He lamented:

37 O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that killest the prophets, and stonest them which are sent unto thee, how often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not!


In studying and pondering these verses, I came across similar verses in the Book of Mormon.  In 3 Nephi 10, after the destruction that fell upon the Nephite people at Christ’s death, the people were left in darkness for three days.  As the people sorrowed over their situation, they heard the voice of the Savior call out to them:


O ye people of these great cities which have fallen, who are descendants of Jacob, yea, who are of the house of Israel, how oft have I gathered you as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and have nourished you.


5 And again, how oft would I have gathered you as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, yea, O ye people of the house of Israel, who have fallen; yea, O ye people of the house of Israel, ye that dwell at Jerusalem, as ye that have fallen; yea, how oft would I have gathered you as a hen gathereth her chickens, and ye would not.


6 O ye house of Israel whom I have spared, how oft will I gather you as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, if ye will repent and return unto me with full purpose of heart.


Three things I learned from my reading and pondering of these verses in Matthew 23 and 3 Nephi 10:


First, prior to destructive periods on the earth, Christ gives opportunities for us to gather to Him for safety.  Whereas the verses in Matthew 23 state that the Savior “would have gathered” His children as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, the verses in 3 Nephi 10 state that He not only would have gathered his children (verse 5), but He has gathered His children (verse 4) and He will gather his children (verse 6).


Second, the way we gather to Him is by repenting and turning or returning to Him with full purpose of heart (3 Nephi 10:6).  We talk a lot in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints about the gathering of Israel (especially recently—more on that below).  Fundamentally, when we talk about the gathering of Israel, we are talking about inviting all of God’s children – on both sides of the veil[i] – to repent and turn to Jesus Christ with full purpose of heart.


Third, I noticed in my reading of these verses that Christ implies in Matthew 23 that He gathers His children through His prophets.  Here is the verse again, with emphasis added:


37 O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that killest the prophets, and stonest them which are sent unto thee, how often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not.


We would be wise to not treat lightly the teachings and warnings of ancient and modern prophets.


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Russell M. Nelson, the current president of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and a living prophet today, has been talking a lot about the gathering of Israel in his public speeches since he was sustained as president of the Church in April 2018.  In June, he spoke in a devotional to the youth of the Church and made an invitation to the youth to “be a big part of the greatest challenge, the greatest cause, and the greatest work on earth today” by helping to gather scattered Israel.


Growing up, I had a general idea that the gathering of Israel meant the great missionary efforts the Church undertakes in preparation for the Second Coming of Jesus Christ.  President Nelson explained it as such: “Every prophet commencing with Adam has seen our day. And every prophet has talked about our day, when Israel would be gathered and the world would be prepared for the Second Coming of the Savior. Think of it! Of all the people who have ever lived on planet earth, we are the ones who get to participate in this final, great gathering event. How exciting is that!”


President Nelson further explained:


When we speak of the gathering, we are simply saying this fundamental truth: every one of our Heavenly Father’s children, on both sides of the veil, deserves to hear the message of the restored gospel of Jesus Christ. They decide for themselves if they want to know more….


He said, “My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me.” Those who are of the house of Israel will most easily recognize the Lord Jesus Christ as their Savior and will desire to be gathered into His fold. They will want to become members of His Church, make covenants with Him and Heavenly Father, and receive their essential ordinances.


The Lord told the Prophet Joseph Smith that now, meaning our day, is the eleventh hour and the last time that He will call laborers into His vineyard for the express purpose of gathering the elect from the four quarters of the earth.


In the most recent General Conference of the Church in October, President Nelson addressed the women of the Church, inviting them to join the effort: “[The gathering of Israel] is a cause that desperately needs women, because women shape the future. So tonight I’m extending a prophetic plea to you, the women of the Church, to shape the future by helping to gather scattered Israel.”


In both addresses, President Nelson extended specific invitations to act to youth and women to help gather scattered Israel.  To the youth, he invited them to take the following actions:


1. Hold a seven-day fast from social media.

2. Make a weekly sacrifice of time to the Lord for three weeks.

3. Keep on the covenant path. If you are off, repent and get back on the path.

4. Pray daily that all of God’s children might receive the blessings of the gospel of Jesus Christ.

5. Stand out. Be different. Be a light. Give to a friend one copy of the booklet For the Strength of Youth.


And to the women of the Church, he invited them to take the following actions:


1. Participate in a 10-day fast from social media and from any other media that bring negative and impure thoughts to your mind.

2. Read the Book of Mormon between now and the end of the year.

3. Establish a pattern of regular temple attendance.

4. Participate fully in Relief Society.


When I first heard those invitations, some of them seemed more relevant than others to my traditional understanding of the gathering of Israel.  But as I have pondered my added insight as to what it means to gather (i.e., inviting all of God’s children – on both sides of the veil – to “repent and turn to Jesus Christ with full purpose of heart”), I have gained added understanding as to how each of these invitations will help with the gathering of Israel.  It strikes me that the gathering begins with the personal conversion and conviction of each of the members of the Church and emanates outward to bring others into the safety and peace of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.


Have you participated in either of President Nelson’s challenges, in whole or in part?  Have you had any thoughts or insights about your participation in the challenge and the connection those actions have to the gathering of Israel?


P.S. Lest anyone think the men of the Church are off the hook – I don’t like to speculate when it comes to Church matters, but I will go on record now saying that I think the men of the Church will receive similar invitations to participate in the gathering of Israel with specific invitations when President Nelson addresses them in the Priesthood Session of the April 2019 General Conference.  I’m looking forward to it!





[i] Latter-day Saints believe that the great missionary work of teaching others about Jesus Christ will continue in the spirit world after death, thus answering one of the questions that often perplexes people about religion: “If all people must accept Jesus Christ and be baptized in order to return to Heavenly Father’s presence, what about those who never heard of Jesus Christ or did not have ample opportunity to accept Him?”  All people will have the opportunity, either in this life or in the hereafter, to accept Jesus Christ as their Savior.  More information on this topic can be found here: https://www.lds.org/topics/baptisms-for-the-dead?lang=eng

Sunday, January 21, 2018

Becoming Converted to the Lord

I was asked to speak in church today about "Becoming Converted to the Lord," and to specifically share personal experiences of my conversion.  I thought I would share my talk on here.  There's a little bit of overlap between this talk and some of my other blog posts, so my apologies for the redundancy if you have read my earlier posts.


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In the October 2000 General Conference, President Dallin H. Oaks said, “The gospel of Jesus Christ is a plan that shows us how to become what our Heavenly Father desires us to become...We are challenged to move through a process of conversion toward that status and condition called eternal life.”


So, we learn from President Oaks (and others) that conversion is a process.  My experience with this process is that we progress up to a spiritual peak and then maybe we don’t do as well and fall into a valley.  And if you’re like me, you do this over and over again.  But hopefully, over time, as we zoom out and see a bigger picture, we can see an upward trajectory of the peaks and valleys.  In other words, I may on occasion say, “I didn’t do as well this week as I did the week before, but I’m doing better overall than I was a year or five years ago.”  


As I have reflected on the peaks and valleys of my life, it is evident to me that my conversion is ongoing.  I am still striving.  But as I look back on my journey thus far, I have identified three major phases to my conversion so far.

First, Christ freed me from guilt


Like Nephi in the Book of Mormon, I was “born of goodly parents,” who taught me the Gospel and helped me along the gospel path.  Somewhere along the lines in my early teens, though, I started to make some bad choices.  Rather than repent initially, I lied to myself, telling myself that I was the exception to the rules, trying to justify my sins to myself.  Eventually, I finally admitted to myself the error of my ways, and the bottom fell out from under the fiction I had created in my mind.  I fell into profound guilt and despair.  Over time, I repented and became whole again.  I came to understand and infinitely appreciate the magnitude of the sacrifice Jesus Christ made for me personally.  As the Master Healer, Christ was able to heal my spiritual wounds, free me from guilt, and make me whole again.


I felt like Alma the Younger in the Book of Mormon who said to his son Helaman:


20 And oh, what joy, and what marvelous light I did behold; yea, my soul was filled with joy as exceeding as was my pain!
21 Yea, I say unto you, my son, that there could be nothing so exquisite and so bitter as were my pains. Yea, and again I say unto you, my son, that on the other hand, there can be nothing so exquisite and sweet as was my joy.


(Alma 36:20-21)

The second phase of my conversion was that Christ helped me to overcome debilitating perfectionism through His Atonement


During and after the repentance process I just described, I had an insatiable appetite for all things spiritual.  I dove into the scriptures, reading them over and over again.  I enjoyed seminary.  I excitedly looked forward to serving a mission, preparing and praying.  Suddenly I looked forward to watching ten hours of General Conference every six months, whereas before I would half-listen to some of the sessions.  I attended the temple often; in fact, the summer after I graduated high school, I went nearly every day to perform baptisms for the dead.


I was doing all of these great things and yet… I was often hard on myself when I felt I didn’t measure up.  Like I felt as though I was letting Heavenly Father and others down when I made minor mistakes.  When I arrived at my mission, suddenly my perfectionism was magnified even more.  There were so many rules and so many ways to fall short of expectations.  I was constantly beating myself up.  During the first part of my mission, I had some good experiences, but I was largely miserable.  I wasn’t being the “amazing missionary” I had imagined myself being for so long.  


But over time, I learned to lay my weaknesses at the feet of the Savior and to find joy and hope in Him.  I learned how to choose happiness through the Atonement of Jesus Christ, and I had a wonderful mission overall -- my weaknesses notwithstanding.  At one point I wrote home to my family to tell them that every new day was the best day of my life.  Jesus Christ lifted me up out of my self-loathing and perfectionism and helped me to learn how to have joy.

The third phase of my conversion was moving on from doubt


So, you know how you read the Book of Mormon and on one page the Nephites are really righteous and on the next page they are prideful and wicked and you think, “What are you doing?!  You were doing so well just a page ago!”  Well, when my 30+ years of experience in the Gospel are condensed into a 10 minute talk, I’m afraid I’m going to sound a little bit like those Nephites.


As I returned home from my mission, I went to college and then law school.  In my courses of study, I received a lot of training in critical thinking.  This critical thinking spilled over into my spiritual life, and I began to re-examine some of the things I had always taken for granted about my beliefs.  Some things I learned about Church history had me questioning if Joseph Smith was really a prophet of God.  As I confronted these doubts, I determined I could do one of two things: I could continue on the path of faith, or I could not.  I had a choice.  So, I chose faith.  And not just one time.  I chose faith over and over again.  Day after day.  I chose to focus on the things I knew.  I knew Christ had taken away my guilt so many years ago and many times since.  I knew He loved me.  I knew I had had experiences with the Spirit, although in my moments of doubt I maybe didn’t fully appreciate the volume or intensity of those experiences.  


And so I pressed on in faith.  Even as I tackled complex questions I tried to keep my focus primarily on the “small and simple things.”  I improved my study and prayer habits which had admittedly lapsed a bit.  I served in callings and attended the temple.  I focused on the sacrament and made an increased effort to keep the specific covenants to always remember Christ, keep His commandments, and take His name upon me.  As I continued on this path of faith, my doubts were still there and cropped up from time to time but they were less prominent in my mind and heart.    


And then, something happened.  Sitting in this very chapel, listening to a lesson in Elders Quorum about Joseph Smith, I felt the Spirit testify to me: “Joseph Smith was a prophet of God.”  And a little while later, I felt that same witness again, while listening to General Conference.  And over time, I remembered all the many other experiences with the Spirit I had had, witnessing to me of Joseph Smith’s prophetic calling, which I had largely forgotten in the middle of my doubts.  


The transformation of my doubts was complete.  My doubts were no longer doubts but rather questions that I have -- continue to have -- of things that I do not yet fully understand.  My faith was now more profound than even before I experienced serious doubts, and this long process gave me a richer understanding of Jesus Christ, His gospel, and His Church.  As He had done before, Christ lifted me up, this time lifting me up out of my doubt and helped me to become more fully converted to Him and to have a testimony of His Church in these latter days.  


Conclusion


And so, as I have made choices throughout my life to come unto Christ -- the choice to repent, the choice to rely upon the Lord in my weakness, the choice to continue on the path of faith -- Christ has met me more than halfway and lifted me up.  He has pulled me out of guilt, despair, and doubt.  He has taken me in my lowest moments and helped me to feel of His love.  And He helps me now, on a daily basis, as I continue to choose faith everyday to traverse the peaks and valleys of discipleship on my way to becoming fully converted to the Lord Jesus Christ.


In the name of Jesus Christ.  Amen.